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7th-Dec-2007 04:36 pm - Éste es Él.

An old man, stout of heart, and strong of limb.
His bodily frame had been from youth to age
Of an unusual strength: his mind was keen,
Intense, and frugal, apt for all affairs,
And in his shepherd’s calling he was prompt
And watchful more than ordinary men.

WILLIAM WORDSWORTH, "Michael".


¿Quién es Colin White? ¡Hasta la pregunta ofende! No creo que exista alguien dentro del Colegio de Letras Modernas de la Facultad de Filosofía y Letras de la UNAM que no sepa quién es. Recuerdo perfectamente que al iniciar este semestre, en la primera semana de clases, entré a dos que no eran de Letras Inglesas. La primera fue Introducción a la Literatura Francesa -la que dan en francés-. La profesora en su introducción a la Introducción habló de lo que era la literatura y en un punto, no lo pudo evitar; se quedó callada un momento y dijo "como dice un profesor de Inglesas que se llama Colin White..." e hizo una cita de algo que probablemente Colin dijo en alguna mesa redonda. Lo mismo ocurrió cuando visité la clase de Introducción a la Literatura Italiana, otro profesor, con otro enfoque literario hizo otra cita de Colin White. Por eso es que puedo aseverar que Colin no era el Tesoro de Letras Inglesas, era -y seguirá siendo- el Tesoro de Letras Modernas... y de Filosofía y Letras.

Pero ¿Quién era Colin White? Colin White era éste, éste, éste, éste, éste, éste, éste, éste, éste, éste y éste:

El que desde la primera clase me cautivó con su manera de transmitir poesía. El que en esa primera clase me creó un nudo en la garganta al leer "The Chimney Sweepter" de Songs of Innocence de Blake. El que me regañó por llevar una playera con la insignia de la marina japonesa. El que me miró con desdén cuando dije que Geraldine de "Christabel" era "scary" y sólo comentó "That is bad English, the word is frightening". El que se burló cuando nos preguntó por nuestra palabra favorita en Español y respondí "catacumba". El que me dejó entregarle una tarea extemporánea pero que al momento de dársela sólo me miró, gruño, me la arrebató de las manos y se fue. El que me enseñó que un escritor inteligente no es necesariamente un buen escritor; que el amor "is a strong engagement"; que estudiamos Literatura y no filosofía, sociología o política; que a la poesía no hay que tratar de entenderla, sino que hay que sentirla. Pero que, sobre todo, me enseñó a amar mi carrera, a amar el idioma que estudio -y el idioma que hablo todos los días-, a amar la Literatura y a amar vivir.

Colin White es todo eso y mucho más. Colin White es éste:

6th-Dec-2007 12:51 pm - To Mr White.
Ode to a Nightingale
John Keats

1.
My heart aches, and a drowsy numbness pains
My sense, as though of hemlock I had drunk,
Or emptied some dull opiate to the drains
One minute past, and Lethe-wards had sunk:
'Tis not through envy of thy happy lot,
But being too happy in thine happiness,—
That thou, light-winged Dryad of the trees,
In some melodious plot
Of beechen green, and shadows numberless,
Singest of summer in full-throated ease.

2.
O, for a draught of vintage! that hath been
Cool'd a long age in the deep-delved earth,
Tasting of Flora and the country green,
Dance, and Provençal song, and sunburnt mirth!
O for a beaker full of the warm South,
Full of the true, the blushful Hippocrene,
With beaded bubbles winking at the brim,
And purple-stained mouth;
That I might drink, and leave the world unseen,
And with thee fade away into the forest dim:

3.
Fade far away, dissolve, and quite forget
What thou among the leaves hast never known,
The weariness, the fever, and the fret
Here, where men sit and hear each other groan;
Where palsy shakes a few, sad, last gray hairs,
Where youth grows pale, and spectre-thin, and dies;
Where but to think is to be full of sorrow
And leaden-eyed despairs,
Where Beauty cannot keep her lustrous eyes,
Or new Love pine at them beyond to-morrow.

4.
Away! away! for I will fly to thee,
Not charioted by Bacchus and his pards,
But on the viewless wings of Poesy,
Though the dull brain perplexes and retards:
Already with thee! tender is the night,
And haply the Queen-Moon is on her throne,
Cluster'd around by all her starry Fays;
But here there is no light,
Save what from heaven is with the breezes blown
Through verdurous glooms and winding mossy ways.

5.
I cannot see what flowers are at my feet,
Nor what soft incense hangs upon the boughs,
But, in embalmed darkness, guess each sweet
Wherewith the seasonable month endows
The grass, the thicket, and the fruit-tree wild;
White hawthorn, and the pastoral eglantine;
Fast fading violets cover'd up in leaves;
And mid-May's eldest child,
The coming musk-rose, full of dewy wine,
The murmurous haunt of flies on summer eves.

6.
Darkling I listen; and, for many a time
I have been half in love with easeful Death,
Call'd him soft names in many a mused rhyme,
To take into the air my quiet breath;
Now more than ever seems it rich to die,
To cease upon the midnight with no pain,
While thou art pouring forth thy soul abroad
In such an ecstasy!
Still wouldst thou sing, and I have ears in vain—
To thy high requiem become a sod.

7.
Thou wast not born for death, immortal Bird!
No hungry generations tread thee down;
The voice I hear this passing night was heard
In ancient days by emperor and clown:
Perhaps the self-same song that found a path
Through the sad heart of Ruth, when, sick for home,
She stood in tears amid the alien corn;
The same that oft-times hath
Charm'd magic casements, opening on the foam
Of perilous seas, in faery lands forlorn.

8.
Forlorn! the very word is like a bell
To toll me back from thee to my sole self!
Adieu! the fancy cannot cheat so well
As she is fam'd to do, deceiving elf.
Adieu! adieu! thy plaintive anthem fades
Past the near meadows, over the still stream,
Up the hill-side; and now 'tis buried deep
In the next valley-glades:
Was it a vision, or a waking dream?
Fled is that music:—Do I wake or sleep?

The last poem I heard with that voice that made me feel "overcome by poetry", as he used to say.

Thank you for everything, Mr Colin White.
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